Trying to be organised

I've just taken some time out to try and organise my life as much as possible for the next couple of weeks - although God has His own plans and His win. Things are just so crazily busy that it just feels like there are just not enough hours in a day. The more I try to organise, the worse it is.

Let's look at June for example:
Church brunch
Combined Church service
A baby shower
A trip to Hluhluwe
Tenpin bowling with the guys from work
A ladies meeting
and then birthdays - my brother, grandpa and boyfriends mom - and then also my uncle, cousin and four friends
Bible studies
I also need to do some work travelling.

Now, I'm not complaining that I'm doing these things, they are things I'll look forward to, it is just the fact that I don't really have much time left over for -inviting friends over (haven't done that in ages), doing a Quiet Time, going to gym, doing any assignments.

This means that my life has to be totally structured in order to get things done that I want to do. It means I have to put in my diary when I'm going to do a Quiet Time otherwise it won't happen. It pretty much means that no assignments will be done, which means I'll feel guilty and wonder if I should drop out as it seems pointless to continue.

I was wanting to start up ballroom dancing classes again, but there is just so much happening that I can't see how I can commit to one evening a week to do this.

"many are the plans in a man's heart but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails"

I wonder what I'll really do in the month ahead? I'm going to try and micro-organise my activities but at the end of the day, the next breath I take is not even in my hands. It is all up to God.

It does freak me out a little when I look at everything and just can't see a logical way of getting everything done, but at the end of the day they are activities so I need to focus more on the important things - the Quiet Time is probably supposed to be the top of the important list so I'm going to see if at the end of June my activities reflect this.